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She likes.... ♥


♥ The boyfriend

♥ Eyeliner

♥ Kisses

♥ Hugz

♥ Black and white photos

♥ Photos

♥ Alchohol

♥ Meaningfull lyrics

♥ Msn space

♥ Myspace

♥ Loud music

♥Msn

♥Camera

♥ mobile

♥ Friends

she hates...</3


Being poor

Bad skin

Bad hair days

headphones that hurt my ears

Mean teachers

Broken hearts

Fakes

People who bash people

People who hate me for no reason

school

Troubleshoot

Slow computers

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12月16日

♥

You should have lied,
Because your stupid mistake
Made my world crash down.
Now its goodbye,
No you can't take it back
Once the truth has come out of your mouth.

So you tried to be honest...
But honesty blew it this time.

♥

If it didn't really mean a thing.. Then why did you do it?
I'm standing here..
Looking at someone who doesn't know they've blew it.

What would I care;
If you were dying inside from the guilt of keeping a secret?
This isn't fair!
Because cause now I've gotta be the one dealing with it...

If a tree falls inside of a forest and nobody hears it...
It wont affect anybody because no-one will miss it.

I don't get it...

Where was your conscience when you were with her.
Couldn't you hear it scream out?

It doesn't matter
That you had the courage to tell me
The easy way out
Was to free up your guilt,
lay it on me.

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9月8日

Maybe...

[<3] It's a forever thing [<3]

... You will always be in my heart...

I need you..

and

I miss you...

and

I want you...

and

I love you...

I wanna hold you

I wanna kiss you

You were my everything

And i really miss you

Maybe...

If i had one wish...

At first. When i see you cry. It makes me smile.

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5月29日

[Everytime];i >close< my eyes i think of YOU

I know I did things wrong and things weren’t right but I love you boy more then life...

I hate myself for losing you

I love you.

I swear its true.

I can not live without you.

.&&. now dying doesn't seem so cruel

I wish it could go back to the good ol days...

//..Let the good times roll..\\

I never thought that i could ever love a man so much...

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

Progress report: I am missing you to death

So tonight is all about [[we miss you]]

'Best friends' means always telling the truth...

[x]

Some secrets were'nt ment to be told.

[</3]

;;__Listen to your heart before you tell him 'goodbye'__;;

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4月23日

<3 if u go down i go down. <3

Ever since the day you went away you left me lonley and cold.

My life just hasn't been the same.

When i looked into your eyes the moment i let you go.

I just broke down.

If i ever get the chance to be with you again i would sacrafice.

Because...

Nobody has ever made me feel like this...

I want you back!

You're my everything....

It's nice to smile...

She's everything im not... yet everything that i want to be.

So wear me like a locket around your throat

i'll weigh you down and watch you choke

you look so good in blue

keep quiet

nothing comes as easy as you

can i lay in you bed all day?

i'll be your best kept secret

and your biggest mistake

the hand behind this p.e.n

releives a [[faliure]] every day.

[x]KISS.x.KISS[x]

[x]BANG.x.BANG[x]

>>Pull<< The TrIgGeR

.&&.

The [Nightmare] <Stops>

I still hold you hand, in mine. In my mind when im asleep

Note 2 Self: I Miss You Terribly.

This My Friend Is What We Call A Tragedy.

NNNNN

YThey say talk is cheap.

So i bought every word you said.Y

.X.

Cross my heart and hope to die

stick every needle in these eyes

Inject this air into my veins

if it would bring you back to me.

.X.

Would you mind if i sat next to you and watched you smile?

A colour photo shows the colour of your clothes.

A black and white photo shows the colour of your soul.

If you go down i go down.

best friends means best friends.

<3 <3 <3

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4月15日

.get >[busy]< living |or| get >[busy]< dying.

From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How my worst fears are letting out
He said why put a new address
On the same old loneliness
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Now talking's just a waste of breath
And living's just a waste of death
And why put a new address
On the same old loneliness
And this is you and me
And me and you
Until we've got >>nothing<< left

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3月26日

this boy...<333♥

i'm sorry that you cried so hard darling, i'll never hurt you again

♥♥♥

save your breath cuz here comes the truth
i am over the drama of you
and that is something new Y

So cough, cough, cough it up
Have you lost your breath?
Or maybe that's me
Tearing out your lungs.

94<;:

if you`re lookin` for perfect -->
you`re lookin` at the wrong girl ;; i`ll never be perfect
&& i`m okay with that.

I don't regret my feelings for him
I regret the power I gave him over me

ii gave my heart &&
that's all ii can give you,
&& if that's not enough,
then i'm not enough..

So there's this boy;
&&& He ~~sorta~~ just b/r/o/k/e mE

She's in her parents bathroom, and she's crying all alone.
She's staring at her reflection, and no one else is home.
She's mad and she's depressed, she holds a blade in her right hand.
She's lost her grip on life while reality slips through her hands like sand.
She's staring at her wrist, and envying it's perfection.
She's planned this for so long, but nobody pays attention.
She's made up her mind, and she's not afraid to die.
She's not afraid of pain, and there's no need to say 'good-bye.'
She's afraid no one will stop her, even though she hates her life.
She's blank and she's tired, as she glances at the knife.
She puts the blade to her skin, and she knows what she is doing.
She slit her wrist, but exactly whose life is she ruining?
She's lying on the floor, watching her soul slip away.
She's still crying and she's lifeless, in her head she starts to pray.
She's closing her eyes and it's time for her to go.
She whispers, "I'm so sorry," but to whom... we'll never know

"I wish it was raining ‘cause I hate every beautiful day"

rrr

</3 BrEaK dAnCe//NoT hEaRtS</3

Angels Dancing In The Rain, Trying To Wash Away The Pain. The Pain Is Living, The Pain Is Death. But It's The Pain In Loving You That I Like

Best..

7 You broke the Fucking rewind button,

So now - we can't go back..

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

You shoved your silver Bullet....

Right through My Broken Heart....

Note to self: I miss you

Terribly

This is what we Call A

[[tragedy]]

♥ ♥ ♥

×•♥•×

~~Your~~ ~~eyescan't~~ ~~hide~~
~~what your~~

~~lips~~ ~~won'tsay~~..

×•♥•×

break dance//not hearts.

N// "Don’t be ~~dramatic~~. Let’s cause a scene. Like all ~~OVER~~ DRAMATIC lovers do ; lights -- camera -- ~~heartbreak "~~

~~HaveYouEver~~

FeltThisWay..?

NNNNNNN

. ♥ .

You’ve Gotten Over Me
But It Seems I’ll Never Get Over You

3月14日

[♥]lies[♥]

NNN"Lie to me " she whispered . "i love you" he said.NNN

You almost always pick the best time...
to drop the worst lines.
You almost made me cry again this time.
Another false alarm,
red flashing lights.
Well this time I'm not going to watch myself die...

I think I made it a game to play your game
and let myself cry...
I buried myself alive on the inside,
so I could shut you out,
and let you go away for a long time...
I guess it's ok I puked the day away...
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way.
And if you want me back,
you're gonna have to ask nicer then that...

i think the chain broke away,
and I felt it the day that I had my own time
I took advantage of myself and felt fine.
But it was worth the night,
I caught an early flight and I made it home.

My foot on your neck...
I finally have you...
Right where I want you...

#♥ love♥

3月9日

</3 i still </3 __ <3 [love-you] <3

I still miss you...
But not like I did before.
The intense aching I felt,
Isn't there anymore.

I still whisper your name...
Not as often as I used to.
Now it may be once,
Before the day is through.

I still hear your voice...
Replaying in my mind.
But it's fading now,
Soon silence I will find.

I still long for you...
To feel your touch.
But it's not like before,
I don't dream it as much.

I still think about you...
And wonder how you are.
But my feelings have changed,
And they don't go as far.

I still feel you sometimes...
Maybe you're thinking of me?
Or maybe it's just a little memory,
Of how it used to be.

I still love you...
But it's just not as strong.
Because I'm letting you go now,
So we can both move on.

I still hear you say...
No one will love me like you do.
That's so hard to believe now,
After the hurt you put me through.

You still have a piece of my heart..
Because I always felt you here.
Now, I'm hoping and praying,
That, that too, will quickly disappear.

This will be my last goodbye..
I've nothing else to say.
Everything I felt for you,
Can now just fade away.

2月20日

#swollow the knife...♥

“They say talk is cheap; N
So I bought every word you said.”

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So our open wounds will bleed
Until our veins run dry
Now we have to take this thorn
And tear it from our side
Agitated at the fault line
Still agreed to disagree
Your connected to the heart
But tonight we'll set you free

So swallow the knife
Carve the way for your pride
Now our hands are tied
The problems lie within
So we pray for night
To start over again

Even now as i write this down
All pretensions disappear
Now our impulses will bite
At the ankles of our fear

So swallow the knife
Carve the way for your pride
Now our hands are tied
The problems lie within
So we pray for night
To start over again

Now our hands are tied
The problems lie within
So we pray for night
To start over again

Words are spoken
Words are broken down

So lets make this night be our best mistake
So lets take the time to wipe the blood away
Now our hands are tied
And our world is caving in

Now our hands are tied
The problems lie within
So we pray for night
To start over again

Now our hands are tied
And the problems lie within
Words are spoken
Words are broken
Broken Down

#~~love.~~♥

<<<<<<< haha how effin mads' that lil fuker lol hes my idol... straight afta hobos :P look at him go wo0ot lol

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x___pHYsICaL_PaIN___x

People dislike alcholics, but they still drink at parties.

People sit in non-smoking

sections in resturants,

but they still enjoy

the occasional nicotine jolt.

People have strong feelings

against self injurers,

but they also take all their

emotions out on other people.

The drops of blood

are a substitue for

tears i cannot cry

the way you make me feel,

you really turn me on,

you knock me off my feet,

my lonley days are gone!

[x].which hurts the most?.[x]

[x].thinking that you hate him...[x]

[x]or knowing that you dont¿[x]

__i'm a fuct up kid__

__with fuct up visions in my head__

__im a fuct up kid is what they said__

__but at least i know all the things that i want__

__is all the things i've got__

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Dєαя тяαgєdу:

ι'м иєνєя ωαкιиg υρ αgαιи ѕσ ι'ℓℓ иєνєя нανє тσ fιи∂ συт ωнαт уσυ ∂ι∂. єα¢н ∂αу ιт'ѕ нαя∂єя тσ ρяєтєи∂. тнαт уσυя єуєѕ αяєи'т ℓуιиg αѕ мυ¢н αѕ уσυя мσυтн ∂ι∂. ι'∂ gяαв уσυя нєα∂ ву уσυя нαιя αи∂ ι'∂ нα¢к ιт σff. αи∂ ρυт ιт σи ∂ιѕρℓαу αт тнє fяσит σf тнє уαя∂ σи α ѕтι¢к тнαт'ѕ ∂є¢σяαтє∂ ωιтн α ℓιттℓє ριик вσω αи∂ α ѕιgи тнαт ѕαуѕ "нєя fяιєи∂ѕ αи∂ fαмιℓу ѕнσυℓ∂ нανє тαυgнт нєя мσяє αвσυт ℓσνє."

∂єαя тяαgє∂у: ι иєνєя нα∂ αиувσ∂у. вυт вєιиg αℓσиє ωαѕи'т нαℓf αѕ вα∂ αѕ вєιиg σвѕєѕѕє∂ ωιтн α вяєαтн тαкєя, α ѕмιℓє fαкєя. вυт тнєѕє уєαяѕ αℓσиє нανє єαтєи мє αℓινє.

яє¢συитιиg ραgєѕ ιи α вσσк. тнαт ι'∂ тσяи συт αѕнαмє∂ тнαт σиє ∂αу уσυ'∂ ℓσσк. αfяαι∂ тнαт σи¢є уσυ ∂ι∂ уσυ'∂ яєαℓℓу киσω нσω ιт fєℓт тσ вє α ѕυ¢кєя σи α ѕтяιиg тнαт уσυ ∂яαggє∂ αяσυи∂ ωнєяєνєя уσυ'∂ gσ. ι'м яυииιиg αяσυи∂, αяσυи∂ αи∂ ιт нυятѕ. тємρтє∂ тσ тαρє υρ тнє ραgєѕ ι'∂ яιρρє∂. αи∂ αℓтнσυgн ι яє¢σgиιzє тнαт ωє'яє αттα¢нє∂ αт тнє ℓιρѕ ,уσυ'яє тнє σиє ιи ¢нαяgє αи∂ тнαт тнє ¢αρтαιи'ѕ gσттα ѕιик ωιтн тнє ѕнιρ.

ι иєνєя нα∂ αиувσ∂у. вυт вєιиg αℓσиє ωαѕи'т нαℓf αѕ вα∂ αѕ вєιиg σвѕєѕѕє∂ ωιтн α вяєαтн тαкєя, α ѕмιℓє fαкєя. вυт тнєѕє уєαяѕ αℓσиє нανє єαтєи мє αℓινє.

вяєαтн тαкєя, ѕмιℓє fαкєя, нσω ¢συℓ∂ ι нανє ℓєт уσυ ιи му ℓιfє؟ уσυ'яє α вяєαтн тαкєя, ѕмιℓє fαкєя. тнєѕє уєαяѕ αℓσиє нανє єαтєи мє αℓινє.

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<\3 miSSing>>you<< T.E.R.RI.B.L.Y

I just gave up

And let you go

If it was right

I do not know…

I miss you now

And crave you at night

I try to forget you

With all my might

I'm haunted by

Thoughts of you

The sweetest memories

Keep pushing t h r o u g h

I've tried so hard

To love again

But I think of you

My lover and friend

These lonely arms

Yearn for you

So often I wonder

If you miss me too

By your side

Is where I belong

I'm beginning to think

My decision was wrong

Here I am searching

For some sort of sign

Something to prove

That your heart is mine

Never did I imagine

I'd miss you like this

But it is your lips

I long to kiss

I remember the times

You'd pull me close

And hold me like

A delicate rose

I beg of you

Please replace

Within my life

Your warm embrace

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2月19日

|||__I'm_\\_a_\\_FAKE!__|||

Small, simple, safe price
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, && flakes, && heals…

And I am not afraid to

die
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.

want the pain of payment
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?

And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter
I'm cutting trying to picture your black b/r/o/k/e/n heart

Love is not like anything
Especially a fucking knife...

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[[__вℓєє∂ιиg_|_ мαѕ¢αяα__]]

A wraith with an angel's body
A demon with a smile of gold
You soulsucker
I >won't< become like you
I kill with the perfect weapons, crystal eyes, and a heart of coal
You soulsucker
I won't lose myself in you

Look how pretty she is when she falls down
Now there is no beauty in bleeding mascara
Lips are quivering like a withering rose
She's back again

What the fuck do you think love means?
It's much more than words and feelings sucking me dry
Is my marrow that sweet?
Your dead l o v e r s have left a trail of b/r/o/k/e/n hearts and misspent hopes
Sucking them dry
Does their marrow taste of sweetness, sweetness?

I hope you choke

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She likes.... ♥

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♥

Maybe...

[Everytime];i >close< my eyes i think of YOU

<3 if u go down i go down. <3

Note 2 Self: I Miss You Terribly.

This My Friend Is What We Call A Tragedy.

.get >[busy]< living |or| get >[busy]< dying.

this boy...<333♥

</3 BrEaK dAnCe//NoT hEaRtS</3

[♥]lies[♥]

</3 i still </3 __ <3 [love-you] <3

#swollow the knife...♥

x___pHYsICaL_PaIN___x

Dєαя тяαgєdу:

<\3 miSSing>>you<< T.E.R.RI.B.L.Y

|||__I'm_\\_a_\\_FAKE!__|||

[[__вℓєє∂ιиg_|_ мαѕ¢αяα__]]

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